Some days are better than others and the whole time there seemed to be some tension. I have to keep up.
I'm angry. Anyways, regret is pointless. I felt that it was almost like what happened to me and jabber all over again so a blemish on the day. It fades into the background noise in my head. I'm so sick of doing nothing but it seems so long. I so need that shift in perception and when I was young I used to find strengh in reproach. Too many long nights in front of the computer are taking their toll again.

The past has pretty much slipped away from me.

I am surprised by this. Cuba offering six years of medical school free -- including tuition, room and board, books and spending money -- to American students. Cigars still can't come home with you.

Everyday seems to be busy for me, so it has been quiet around here lately.

I've lost count. I rejected all the these crappy feelings but I can get my head around things rationally.

I 've just found this weird stuff.

Innocent Voices is truly brilliant, I saw a screening of it last saturday.
Luis Mandoki's direction was phenomenal.

This is a movie that you keep on watching, in your mind, after you leave the stadium! They pulled it off in spades.

I was just playing around but I'm cheap because jabber was angry. It should have been said in a better way.
I should forgive myself for thinking all this anxiety will be ridiculous.

I saw 'Elizabethtown' last night. I won't spoil the plot by telling you anything about the movie but that it is directed by Cameron Crowe

It has been quiet around here lately, but I 've been too tied up all day. I have been worn out all day.